betyourefine:

I care about everyone except for myself.

mattsnightmares:

mattsnightmares:

mariesbrokenmind:

You’re so nice to everyone, sweet like honey, except when it comes to yourself, you pull blades in your skin, starve to death and bully yourself mentally.

mattsnightmares:

alex-is-fragile:

going back

back to obsessing.

back to late night thoughts.

back to self destruction.

back to compulsive behaviors.

back to wasting time.

back to procrastinating.

back to spending most of my time in bed.

back to self sabotage.

back to ruining everything i touch.

back to not getting shit done.

back to posting on all my accounts.

back to overthinking.

back to spending too much time on my phone.

back to feeling helpless.

back to oversharing.

back to feeling lonely.

back to feeling worthless.

back to spending too much time my socials.

back to feeling hopeless.

back to realizing i don’t have a purpose.

back to binging.

back to being fat.

back to having urges.

back to being stuck in a cycle.

back to going too far.

back to my bed.

i’m going backwards instead of forwards.

i can’t be who i was before.

what if i become worse than that?

quibear24:

and i continue to do it :/

selfhxtredkid:

I think I‘ve to apologize to my own body and soul

grungelama:

“It’s hard when you constantly feel so fucking unwanted.”

— (via adrenaline)